Day 96 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 96 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Finally! I feel like today will be my day of relief. I slept well last night. It’s the first time I have slept through the night in a while without nagging withdrawal symptoms. I woke up at 6 AM (earlier than I normally would) but that’s OK. When I woke up, I did not...
Day 94 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 94 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Thank God for this diary. Sometimes writing is the only release I can find. I’m hoping that at this moment, it will prove to be just that. I had a series of good days. I think four or five days went by that I was feeling pretty good. About half of the day yesterday...
Day 86 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 86 Of Benzo Withdrawal

I feel like it has been a difficult two weeks. I hadn’t been taking any notes, so I’m not sure if it has been more difficult or less difficult than previous weeks. All I know for certain, is that I did not have very many “window“ days or even times. Actually, the...
Day 83 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 83 Of Benzo Withdrawal

First off, let’s address the number 83. Normally when people talk about withdrawal, they probably think a week or two. It’s a common timeframe for alcohol and opioid addiction. In these cases, people can enter a detox facility in rapidly expel the drug from their...
The Mad Science Of Cutting Pills

The Mad Science Of Cutting Pills

Tapering can be tricky when the science comes down to a milligram of how much medicine you take. Several months ago, I used to just eye it. I’d look at the pill and cut it in half. With the larger dosage when I first started my tapering, maybe that was more...