by Greg | Jun 16, 2020 | Benzos
My outlook has changed pretty significantly since I last wrote. Even the title of this feels wrong. It’s not “withdrawal” that is causing these symptoms. It’s damage to the GABA receptors. I know that mine are healing. And as they do, the symptoms become less severe....
by Greg | Jun 5, 2020 | Benzos
Symptoms have been bothering me the last five days. Again, nothing as severe as they used to be. But it’s taking a toll nonetheless. Especially the insomnia. Last night, I think I only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep. Today there is a lot of pressure in my face. I can...
by Greg | May 28, 2020 | Benzos
Finally! I feel like today will be my day of relief. I slept well last night. It’s the first time I have slept through the night in a while without nagging withdrawal symptoms. I woke up at 6 AM (earlier than I normally would) but that’s OK. When I woke up, I did not...
by Greg | May 26, 2020 | Benzos
Thank God for this diary. Sometimes writing is the only release I can find. I’m hoping that at this moment, it will prove to be just that. I had a series of good days. I think four or five days went by that I was feeling pretty good. About half of the day yesterday...
by Greg | May 18, 2020 | Benzos
I feel like it has been a difficult two weeks. I hadn’t been taking any notes, so I’m not sure if it has been more difficult or less difficult than previous weeks. All I know for certain, is that I did not have very many “window“ days or even times. Actually, the...
