Day 122 of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 122 of Benzo Withdrawal

In about 20 more days, I will be finished with my micro-tapering process. That will not heal me, but I do believe it will provide a positive mental shift. Already the amount of medicine (I mean poison) that I take is so small that it probably has no effect other than...
Day 115 of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 115 of Benzo Withdrawal

My outlook has changed pretty significantly since I last wrote. Even the title of this feels wrong. It’s not “withdrawal” that is causing these symptoms. It’s damage to the GABA receptors. I know that mine are healing. And as they do, the symptoms become less severe....
Day 104 of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 104 of Benzo Withdrawal

Symptoms have been bothering me the last five days. Again, nothing as severe as they used to be. But it’s taking a toll nonetheless. Especially the insomnia. Last night, I think I only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep. Today there is a lot of pressure in my face. I can...
Day 96 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Day 96 Of Benzo Withdrawal

Finally! I feel like today will be my day of relief. I slept well last night. It’s the first time I have slept through the night in a while without nagging withdrawal symptoms. I woke up at 6 AM (earlier than I normally would) but that’s OK. When I woke up, I did not...